"So, here I am again ... "- With this innocuous sentence, I would like to enter back into blogging after a while I have not written anything finally felt that time for me insanely short, and after little more than a brief blink Unfortunately, white.. I, however, that it must have been an eternity for those who accompany me here for some time and have been worried about me. love this person, I want to say that I'm sorry. Now I write regularly again. Otherwise, I let the sky fall on his head.
Well, we sure you have noticed, I'm still alive. Even though this life in recent times to a large No part has been nice. Unfortunately, the chemo, the damned, grueling chemo, not attached correctly. While all metastases have come down to one stop. Reduced, however, has nothing. That is what is expected, however. Hoped. That hope is shattered.
has now decided it for me is that the whole thing to be gekärt surgery. And here is my comeback so far so depressing record takes a turn for the better. A few days ago I was in fact a specialized hospital in Wiesbaden to discuss the first of two planned operations. The idea is to remove metastases in the lung. And the two doctors with whom I spoke there, questioned the whole Sun is as if the operation, sometimes expressed quite simply, "a piece of cake" will be. There had been much more difficult cases on the operating table.
Since I am cautiously happy but also confused. I wonder why it has tormented me for so long. Why was I not immediately operated on. I vacillate between two doubts. First, I wonder if the doctors have always made the right decisions for me. Secondly, I can not quite believe that this extremely heavy issue that I am carrying around with me for so long, can be solved relatively easily, really. What is certain is that I would breathe really, if this shit completely has removed from my body.
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